Exit Angst and Apprehension

ok -
+ so im definatly feeling like im going to be in amerikkka FOREVER

+im gettin this sneakin feeling that the world will end on Feb. 6th, the day before i leave.

+speaking of leaving i leave in exactly ONE week and i definatly have no context for understanding how excited i should be

+so my psyche has just forgone the whole excitment thing all togeather and decided on prolonging the percieved length of days.

+which is vexing.